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[Dec. 22nd, 2010|12:20 am] |
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i need to move.
someplace where only God reads entries like letters. so long.
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| If i die young |
[Dec. 9th, 2010|11:59 pm] |
If I die young,
Bury me in Satin,
Lay me down on a bed of roses,
Sink me in a river at dawn,
Send me away with the words of a Love song.
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| Dreams |
[Dec. 7th, 2010|05:09 pm] |
I always have a belief that Dreams are meant to be fulfilled. But today I learnt that there are just some Dreams that will forever remain as a Dream.
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| bad boys |
[Nov. 30th, 2010|02:38 am] |
Listening to RedHotChiliPeppers make me think of someone.
Playing with fire is bad,
dont understand why sometimes people still go through it.
-pouts.
J. |
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| Hey shorty~ its mah birthday! |
[Nov. 17th, 2010|05:37 pm] |
So age's finally caught me. cant believe how i totally forget i was 22 on monday & 23 on tues.
time flies & so did many things.
but i enjoyed how my birthday went.
just like a normal day without any ground breaking surprises. :D
i mean not that i dont like it, but as we kinda age, just like to take things slow.
happy to celebrate it with O yesterday night at rehearsal.
happy that every yr, i get to dance on my birthday.
Well every year, i set aside 1 day just for Jesus.
that happens on my birthday.
i do that cos one of the great decisions i ever made is to live for Him everyday.
and the greatest impact that was ever on me was the day i decided to do so.
neither perfect nor the best, God still decides to use me in v interesting ways.
For that i'll always be thankful.
The 2nd greatest thing that impacted me the most is CHC.
to be able to grow in an environment i knw that if i am wrong, i am given a second chance & i am taught the right way.
For who i am today, and the values i uphold, i keep the leaders and mentors of this great ministry precious to me.
yes, theyre not exactly going thru the best moments now, but i believe one day, we'll look back and know that we have fought a good fight and finish the race. Thanks for helping me to find God again.
The 3rd greatest thing that influenced me is O.
its the studio where you step in & dreams are birth to reality.
where you know that when you dont have a family, they are one to you.
its a place that people can dream & not be limited with the amt of crazy creativity that one can explode with.
they literally live on the impossible.
This year's recital will be the Best yet!
The 4th greatest thing that influenced me is working at Skin/Edhardy.
still remember the day i walked in and know literally nothing on how to match things together and the only type of clothes i was every concern was cheap comfy clothes and how i look doesnt matter.
Growing with the team was an experience.
from make up to clothes to service to thinking rationally.
i learnt to be detail, efficient, how to handle things, how to match clothes, how to put a smile on customer's faces.
need i say more, the environment was def. on of the best. never you find colleagues that you can share anything, that you know when you are down you can lean on them.
Thanks dad, mom, kor & mei.
For the many things you couldnt figure out abt me and my weirdness,
i'd always love and appreciate you and the invincible support i have.
and how you would fight for my passion even when there are others would not see it the way i do.
This year has proven to be the best year yet.
going through so many things,
achieving so many things,
making so many extreme decisions.
good or bad,
i look back,
22years well lived & i wouldnt for a moment regret every mistakable moments i had.
Thanks to all of you for being part of my life,
for impacting me in every big or small way.
for making a difference no matter how much time spend on it.
And so as i 'mature' yet another year,
what Kex says is true.
23 just gives enough reasons for anything impossible to be possible.
For when 2 or 3 are gathered, there your presence will be.
Hey HS, here we go!! :D |
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[Nov. 8th, 2010|01:41 am] |
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you know, i hardly care about how you look at me as a friend.
maeb, i dont know, you think that i'd only care if i was 'free'.
one leads to another leads to another leads to another.
haha. feel like ive lost many!
but owells.
i mean, friends come and go right?
im enjoying myself now, its not so bad making friends.
recital's been really fun.
neve felt so family in such a long time. ((:
eve since training started, ive pretty much switched to srv1.
have this feeling that im used to it alrdy.. wondering how im gonna switch my mode back when recital's over.
but feels like a good break from meeting people i used to bump into on a sunday.
stinks how sometimes i have to pretend to be nice to certain people, even when i dont feel like. hmmm...
somehow making more friends outside church has gotten me into a new environment,
and somehow i feel like my life's alot more purposeful now as compared to before.
think i ve been hanging out with too many christians, till i feel like there is none to really impact. (talking about my circle of friends)
and i guess, like theyve pretty much got someone else to lend a shoulder to other than me. haha!
not that i dont appreciate, but i guess i kinda like to feel like someone would need my help in some way or another.. so with how i am now, i just feel more into my purpose rather than comfortzone level.
anyways,
this year has been so extreme for me.
embarking on decisions i feel is so absurb and quite imposible.
honestly,
half the time i feel extremely upset to move away from the very few friends i hold dearest,
but i guess, maeb its the only way i can make new friends to encourage. :)
a blessing in disguise.
just hope that im making the right choice.
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 6th, 2010|01:10 am] |
Ooohh. Most of the time I dread novembers. Because half the time, my bdae falls in this mth.
Yep. When I was young, I loved how I got to be a princess on my bdaes. But ever since days of how disappointing my bdaes tend to turn out, I stopped looking forward to it. Haha I pretty much convinced myself that its just an ordinary day and once I've said my thanks, I don't see anything else special abt it. Hahahaha well, there were moments I felt happy, like last year when bel and iris took me to sit the gmax. I think that was the happiest moment for my bdae. Hahas crazy ballistics !
So beg of this year, I pretty much hoped that I cld turn out to be a better friend,by hanging more often. But looks like now, I've turn the opp, and lost quite a bit, or shut myself out except for iris.. Hmmm hahaha.
I'm not asking for a lot, but I'd like to be a better friend and get some better friends for this bdae.. Haha and throw in a 6-packs abs pls. Thanks hahahaha.. Owells. :)
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| I can only imagine. |
[Oct. 29th, 2010|01:34 am] |
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When there's no one else you can turn to turn to Jesus.
I thought of this song when i was reminded of Ryan's lyrical piece for tp concert some years back.
I Can Only Imagine (By Mercy Me)
I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By your side
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When your face
Is before me
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
[Chorus:]
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for you Jesus or in honour of you be still
Will I stand in your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
When that day comes
When I find myself
Standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
[Chorus]
I can only imagine [x2]
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever, forever worship you
I can only imagine
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Times i dont see things happen,
I can only imagine you.
I can only feel your heart.
Trust God,
for when everyone fails,
God never does.
walking home,
i quietly asked for a revelation.
and i got it.
Then for the split moment all these thoughts,
seem to all disappear.
I'm soaked in tears.
Surrounded by your Glory,
What will my heart feel?
Will i dance for you Jesus?
Or in honour of you be Still?
Will i stand in your presence?
Or to my knees will i fall?
Will i sing hallelujah?
Will i be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine..
When all I will do
Is forever..
forever worship you.
Finding God in the wee hours of the morning.
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[Oct. 15th, 2010|10:45 pm] |
Spent the few days having a Timeout.
Sometimes we just need some time to sort out our thoughts.
I'm trying to change.
Thank God for grace.
But what I'm most thankful for is for sending the right people at the right, all the time, to help set my thoughts right.
Its an experience, its a story I can share when someone goes thru sth similar. Thanks for ur undying love for me.
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 15th, 2010|01:09 am] |
The many reasons why I would want to turn back Time.
One of it was because of You.
Another way because I don't want to be upset anymore.
Jesus take the Wheel.
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