| BIG TWOTWO HITS ONESIX NOV!! |
[Nov. 17th, 2009|01:07 am] |
TODAY,
i renew my life and lift it up, giving Thanks to the One who breathes Life into us.
No longer I who lives, Its You! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THERESA SHAYNDEL & HAPPY 1YR ANNIVERSARY TO BAPTISM! (: |
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[Nov. 15th, 2009|01:21 am] |
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I feel like...
doing sth really really really extreme and crazy on D day!
hmmmm.......
any ideas anybody? =p |
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| Emotional Rollarcoaster Ride |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|01:20 am] |
So its been 9 days since i last blog. and so much things have happened since the past 2 weeks.
Im on the road to starting to trust people, so that a good thing.
The bombs stopped exploding.
Actually, im alittle happy....
im finally moving on. ((:
On from a lot of things that hindered along the way the past one year.
Made alot of new friends (: and i love making new friends! haha! i know its so stalker-ish i know.
I just got back from a short trip to Chc KL at KL. haha that just sounded weird.
its a good trip! although i felt quite scared travelling alone, but!!! ive gotten over my fear! ((:
anyways, the pictures are all up on facebook.
the people were really really nice and they were really hospitable.
brought me to where i wanna eat and really accomodated to me! mann.....
anyways, my mission was to make sure all the cluster POS items looks presentable and fabuloso to watch.
Im very encouraged and inspired by them rather.
HAHA i know it sounds weird, but the people are really really hardworking!!!!!! they can train till like 2am - 3am in the morning!!!!
*faints. if me, i would just faint off.
and i thought they were pretty good. kept drilling them to do lifts and the steps over and over again.. and they didnt even complain.
some didnt even have break from that 3 hours!!! kudos. plus, they were really eager to learn stuff and dancers never stopped asking abt how they can improve in certain areas of dance.
Perserverance & teachability!!!
I have soooo much to learn!!
man, i look forward to meet them again!!! =p
more learning !
anyways, i came back on monday and took abt a day to recharge. i know it sounds so crazy, but the moment i got home, my whole body practically went on hibernation mode, and even on tuesday, i was practically sleeping the whole day.
man. anyway, i was back to work today. out of the house since 9am and got back not to long ago! 3 sessions of dance! i think its stretching me man! my tuesdays used to be heavy, now my wednesdays are! i just gotta keep it up there and make it work.
ROAR. THERESA CAN DO IT! |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009|05:21 pm] |
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What happened T.
I dont even know who are you now.
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| 22nd Birthday Wish |
[Nov. 1st, 2009|11:31 pm] |
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Me
Boat
Nice food
Junk food
sweet treats
ben & jerrys ice cream
bags of birthday shopping
face masks
mani&pedicurist
camera
HS
thats all. simple affair. no parties no celebration. i wanna spend it alone. i wanna spend it enjoying life ive lived for 22 years.
strong & independent.
but if you insist, ive got a sudden crave for true religion, s25, joey.
if not..
it really doesnt matter either.
15days.
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| Bombs they keep falling on my head... |
[Oct. 27th, 2009|06:24 pm] |
Lately ive been getting time bombs thrown at me, like nobody's business.
I hate to say it but, i really dont like surprises that come like time bombs.
Its just basically like failing to plan la, full stop.
I just hope the students dont feel so timebombed like how i do.
sigh.
today one timebomb went up like in 1 sec.
a teacher came in halfway between my class, scream at the students and the next thing i knew, they all went marching out of class and then the teacher left.
without even saying anything to me.
i was like.. OH MY GAWD.
talk abt explosive timebomb.
initially, i thought it was pretty rude.. LOL!! like which outsider coach wouldnt!! but i was too shocked to say anything!!
hahaha if Boss was there. OMG. explosive bombs would go off like crazy..
but anyway, i was told that it was a common thing that happened. OMG can..............
okay that aside.
i pray tmr i wont get timebombed with the same situation, or else, my butt will totally get burnnnnned.
so im gna head out, but i super late now.
suppose to be at some place called 3 monkeys or sth at holland v.
eat nothing but bananas!
nah i was just kidding.
cant wait to meet up with the peeps i grew up with.
22 years and growing strong baby!! |
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| Oh G. |
[Oct. 25th, 2009|07:09 pm] |
Dear G,
i give it to you. everything.
i give up, because i cannot take it anymore.
im tired and i dont want to try anymore.
it runs like a cycle.
you found one, and lose it heartbreakingly.
if running is the best option, i will go as far as i can.
i just want to know, that even when everyone fails, promise you'll stay.
no matter what.
but for now, please, i dont want to stand in the gap unappreaciated.
i dont want to live for others.
i dont want to live wondering why people behave the way they do.
so when the stage goes bare tonight,
and when there's no one else,
and when curtains close behind,
its just You & me.
there's no pretence.
and i'll down on my knees.
G, promise, you'll just stay by me.
xoxo,T. |
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| F is for Flower, F can also mean sth else... |
[Oct. 24th, 2009|02:22 pm] |
I,
Dont understand why people behave the way they do.
Sometimes i wonder if they deliberately say things or do things to spike people?
hmm sometimes i do that. but just a thought.
Ive lost the sudden interest of striving to live each day happy.
cos in the end, you get disappointed by the situations and people around you.
so like what the heck right?
well, sometimes, shit happens.
and when it does,
i used to share it with others.
But recently,
ive decided, that some things are better off keeping to yourself, rather than to share with others.
queer thought. but is true.
because to others it might seem like concern when they tell others things you confined to them. especially in the area you are ranting. But to me. its just like gossipping.
so if you feel the strong urge to help your friend out, quit the gossips. unless of course, you'd rather let your friend distrust you.
its depressing to be conscious of your grumpy moody emotions.
but deep inside, know that nobody can help you because only you have that much power to make yourself better. |
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| Instructors Holiday! |
[Oct. 11th, 2009|11:34 pm] |
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YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
Finally the day ive been waiting whole year is back again.
Yes my student babies are off to mug for their exam so i dont have to teach !
which means, its my break!! woohoo!
and at such a timely season! cos the upcoming week is another week of prayer meeting.
Realise its just a joy to pray and for this whole year, everything i prayed came to past.
God's just so awesomely rockin' cool.
one day when i meet him, i wanna hug him tight tight and say thank you like one million times!
LOLLLLOLOLOLLLLOLOLOLLL!
anyway, if any of my student is reading this.. here's a note.
GO BACK AND STUDY!! WHO SAY YOU CAN LOG ONLINE HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH!!!!
YOU BETTER STUDY UNTIL YOU GET A!!!! ROARR orrrrrrrr i will make you all do push upsssss! THERESA STYLEEEE!!
lol, no the only reason why im chasing them away, is because im gna release spoilers on what im gonna be doing the whole one week! HAHAHAHAAHAH
#1. face mask myself.
#2. SLEEP until 5pm.
#3. stare into the ceiling and not think for a full 10mins.
#4. Dance like crazy.
#5. run in the rain and pretend im doing the water scene from step up 2. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
#6. Meet up with my BFFs!! ESP, THE NOW MIA, LUCAS AWESOME CHIAAA....
#7. meet up with my GG gang.
#8. run around the house like a siao char bo.
#9. not put make up at all.
#10. WATCH TV AND SLACK LIKE A COACH POTATO!
okay thats all. i need to go now, cos im literally typing with my eyes closeeeeee!
BYE YOU ALL PEEPS! |
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|01:16 am] |
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My spirits are a little down the past few days.
Different situations crumbling altogether. But im pretty much remembering Kenny's preaching on sat. Holding on. Was pretty happy to meet Calynne today. Even if it was for a short time to say hi to her. sigh. misssss my girls so much. Sandy, iris and ah ling. wonder when we'll all be free to hang out. So many things to do, keeping me too preoccupied. am alittle relieved that CCA has stand down for most schools.
catch up on lost sleep and rest in the aftnns. The next two weeks is gonna be a little rough. But i hope everything turns out smoothly. my mouth is developing ulcers here and there. think i need to visit the dentist soon. Its the end of the month and am hoping that pay comes in quickly.
im broke to my max. paay bills until no more money. cant wait to pay dad back his cpf and then i will be free. argh. shouldnt have used his cpf in the first place.
Strong Strong Strong Theresa!
goodnight world.
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[Sep. 27th, 2009|01:19 am] |
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1 Kings 19:11 - 18
My eyes was opened to a little sth that wasnt so obvious to me before.
I am very happy to be clinging on after so long really.
Makes me feel old at times.. you know, believing sth that i already know.
I used to enjoy fresh revelations revealed occasionally by someone else.
Today, i want to make a decision to get revelations not already revealed by someone else, but first hand to me.
I dont want to enjoy it occasionally, but ever so often.
Because the older i grow in my Believe in God, the more revelations i want to receive.
Sometimes answers dont come in the rushing wind, shaking earthquakes or blazing fires.
Sometimes answers just come in that Still Small voice.
And all it takes was for you to stop being too busy looking for it, but stay still and just listen.
----- On lighter note. For all thats worth, and in advance... Im Sorry. And when the time comes, you'll understand.
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[Sep. 26th, 2009|01:30 am] |
Got back home not to long ago..
Had some last min supper with Ningning laoposxsxsxsx, Eugene SJW, Johnnnyboy and David Peekaboo. HAHAHA!
cant believe we eat and i still can catch the last bus back! Thank you Jesus, if not i have to pay frigging $3.50 for a night rider.
AM SO TOTALLLLLLY BROKE TO THE MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!! =(
hate feeling broke. restrictions to freedom.
ANYWAY,
THIS IS SO RANDOM BUT. I WANNA WORK OUT, LOSE THOSE STUPID WOBBLILY FATS, GET ABS AND of course dance like siao.
I WANT TO DANCE DANCE DANCE AND TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN
even if my whole body aches!!
WHOOOOOO CARESSSS!!!!
i just want to dance and massage later! heeeee!
did my last junyuan class for this sem before they go for examssss.
mix of girls hh and waacking.
want to give to rachie clownfish to vet through and get some critics on it!!
roarrrrr!
NEED A BREAKTHROUGH IN DANCE!!
roar.
tired of comfort zone!
anyway we were talking abt BB! YES AWESOME BLACKBERRY!
its so cool.
you can go online, watch videos, pin like crazy, cute emoticons, glam coolness and craziness all into one sleek awesome blackberry that you buy at phone shops (not at cold storage, jordon.... LOLOLOLOL)
SO COOL!
SO COOL!
SOOOOOOO COOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!
in fact, i love my blackberry so much, im gonna give it a name!
it shall be called.
BABY T!!! wooo i love Baby T!! (:
hahahah
SO COOL
SO COOL
SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!
if you have a bb! you can PIN ME! (((((:
okay thats all for now! <3! |
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[Sep. 18th, 2009|12:08 am] |
It is one thing to say one thing and deny doing it. HAHA!
For a person who used to hate this... you're not doing so well handling it arent you?
THE TIME TRAVELLER'S WIFE was a dope movie!
Ya'll should totally catch it!!!!!! like not once, but twice or three or four times or keep watching until you can memorise the lineeeeees!! AHHH dope movie! |
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| Emotional Circle |
[Sep. 16th, 2009|12:56 pm] |
Everything runs like a circle.
Stocks go down and then it goes up again.
Economy goes down and goes up again.
The sun sets and rises again.
Anger goes, then come the JOYYYYYYYY!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
GOSSIP *FLIPS
GIRL *another Flip!
SEASON *front di-fro
THREEEEE * 2 di-fros
IS SO OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!
WATCH WATCH WATCH YA'LL!!!
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[Sep. 16th, 2009|01:01 am] |
 You love my dunks, SO DO I!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! ((: Focus: Gen won both Category!! ((((: yayness! *** Thanks Johnnyboy for sharing Luke 16: 10 - 12 Cell grp leader means Cell group leader style. lol! *** Ive been thinking. recently, i realise ive started to have a couple of gadgets that is so valuable, i treat it almost like my precious babies. So much so that i wipe it clean everyday, make sure that no scratches are on it, buy every single protector or casing to protect it. Sometimes its all these attention to small details like small scratches that make you wanna take care of your precious things even more than normal. likewise the same goes for the people around us. For the people we love and care for so much, we would do everything to protect it and make sure that the person has enough to eat, proper place to rest, and lends ears to them whenever they are in need. But when you start to neglect your precious things, like gadgets, they begin to grow dirty, get scratched up, and sooner or later, its gonna fail on you if you misuse it. I think building good relationships is v impt. Dont wait till its too late, and you realise you have none left to support you, before you start worrying that maeb, if you had paid closer attention to the details of people's life, Then maeb they would have placed more trust in you. ive been thinking abt this for many many months, and at times i wonder if i should just move ahead. last weekend's msg hit me like a ton of bricks. having loyalty for family, friends, cg, companies and employers. But what if you've grown tired of being loyal and faithful, to a point, you find meaninglessness in being loyal? do you continue to be loyal, or do you move on? hmmmm.... |
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| Wise Associations by Pst Robb Thompson |
[Sep. 11th, 2009|04:59 am] |
Recognizing The Wise Identifies Those From Whom You Can Safely Access Information. - Pst Robb Thompson.
Today i learnt something very important. Its not just about being wise in choosing friends, but also wise in who to confine social information to. Cos when the iron is Hot, the least expected person is always the one who strikes it.
I hate to admit, but i guess i spent almost my whole life living on principles like having True Friends.
Ones that will not support you in your wrongdoings, but will discipline you when you are wrong.
I guess thats why i sometimes look forward to criticisms in my dance, more than praises.
There is always room for more improvement and changes in a person's life.
Most of the time a stubborn nature only causes more harm to a person than benefits.
So there's always a need to know that at times, while we are being harshly corrected from our wrongdoings, it only means that our peers/leaders/friends love us too much to see us walk down the wrong route.
I remember Kenny once mentioned.
"There is always much pleasure in Sinning, but the one thing that Sin doesnt tell you, is the Guilt & Pain you have to carry for the rest of your Life." |
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[Sep. 8th, 2009|11:22 pm] |
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fight against my flesh and doing what is right.
dislike being stuck in between decisions.
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| FOOD FOOD FOOD! |
[Sep. 8th, 2009|01:15 pm] |
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I was looking for places to eat.
Just seems that everytime i head out with a couple of friends we always have a problem deciding where to eat. feels like we've eaten almost where all the good food are! HAHA
I happen to land into one of the foodie blogs as recommended by Bro Edmund, its called ieat, ishoot, ipost. you can read it here:http://ieatishootipost.sg he blogs abt foodie places that have awesome great food. then i came across an article where he talk abt the philippine delicacy "the balut" and his experiences tasting it and comparing it to the chinese century egg. HAHA
Most people, well im like a half breed pinoy-chinese, the truth is, i love eating both century egg and balut. like love eating it alot!!!
HAHA i know it sounds gross and disguisting but.. hahah i have no idea what goes through that tummy of mine.HAHA Owells,
IF you are looking for great foodie around singapore or anywhere, that blog is a great place to check out and get recommendations ! (:
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